Page 26 of 366: After the Results

The German A-Level Preparatory Program is one of the hardest course. Students are to take 3 Subjects (Mathematics, Physics, and Chemistry) in 1.5 years, where usually it would take 2 years. Plus, there's the German Language course which they must take within the 1.5 year period.

Since most of us in this program are sponsored students, we couldn't afford the study fees of this program, let alone studying abroad. That's why this scholarship is so important to us. One of the ways that we can study abroad is by getting good grades in school. We passed the SPM (Malaysian Education Certificate) and got ourselves a scholarship. Now its the A-Levels.

Yesterday the results for German A-Level was announced. out of 60+ students of our batch, 20+ didn't make it.The juniors were there in the hall as well to see their seniors results being announced. Some of us made it. but others, they aren't so lucky. It's quite shocking to see that not all of us made it.

A friend of mine came to my room that evening, we had a talk. I think I can feel what hes feeling at that time. He said he wouldn't know what he'll do. He wasn't prepared for failing. He felt blank. I had imagined if I was not able to pass the requirements of my scholar in the A-Level exam before. I felt the same way...

 I believe that there's a reason for everything that had happened. God knows best. For my friends who will go to Germany in March, to those who will continue their journey on a different path, and to myself as well. I wish you all the best! never give up, never lose faith, avoid negligence, and find your purpose. We'll meet again soon. Insyaallah.

Page 24 of 366: Gunung Ledang

Ahhh~ Today i feel like relaxing and playing my online game, after getting back from Gunung Ledang yesterday for my family vacation. I miss having vacation with my family :(

At Gunung Ledang we hiked, swim in the river, and sang karaoke. One of the highlights of the trip was when me and my sibling together with relatives go to Malacca (which is another state btw) to have Ikan Bakar and watch the Chinese New Year Celebration in Jongker Walk. 

Magnificent!

The night was beautiful. There's even Pierre Andre who's there doing filming. my brother and sister managed to get a picture with them that night :)

The stall keepers light up fire crackers on the crowded street celebrating the start of the Chinese New Year. Foreigners I see are enjoying their time their too, hugging and wishing everyone 'Gong Xi Fa Cai' XD

(Our original intention of going there was actually to see the longest dragon in the world which was on display at the entrance of Jonker Walk. Thats where we saw Pierre Andre :O)

[maybe you can see the dragon at the back?]

Absolutely wonderful. 

Ohh.. and yesterday (after I got back home...) me, Rafieque and Ammar went to the Downtown for a stroll. We didn't buy anything though. We were just bored staying at home. zzz

Page 20 of 366: Ammar Ariffin

Hi Ammar, lama tak jumpa!

Today you saw me outside the Surau right? we went out to The Mines after the Friday Prayer. We went out with Rafieque Musa too...

[Looking up the recipe?]

You said you wanted to buy some plastic fibre (wth is that??) to make your own motorcycle cover set.. (I think its Fibre glass, Amar =.=") I felt exited because its been a long time since you've shown me your projects. I remembered a few years back, when we were kids :D you showed me a sword that you made from scrap wood from the neighbours house.

Tonight we're gonna hangout somewhere, somehow. >,<

But..

Rafieque Musa is sick. So how then? just me and you? maybe you should invite Ismeth as well :)

...downtown Cheras maybe? XD

Page 19 of 366: Signs of the End

Today we're going to have our Graduation photos taken at the foyer. Dress up nicely everyone!

~(0.0)~ Wonder how it's going to turn out?? Hmm..

[practicing before the real photoshoot :)]

I got home today. 3 weeks already since I last came back.

Mom got a new phone. 

Banglong told me that moms going to subscribe Uni-Fi at home. Freakin' AWESOME!! :DD

Dad told me that Abuyas gonna fly to South Korea next month. I can't come with because I have class :| 

I felt left out for some reason...

Page 16 of 366: Decorate

So you decided to see me out of the blue
Should I let you come over?
I think you’re doing fine
That girl in your arms
Does she know where you come from?

Almost made me move out of town
You don’t want me to be around
But I stayed anyway
Just in case

Finding reasons to hate you more than before
Like how you said you would call
But never at all
Got rid off your number that I know by heart

You left your things at my place
As if I have all the space
Cause you know I don’t mind
Just come back when you think it’s time

I’m all black and white inside
Monotonous from left to right
I decorate my house with things you love
Just in case you show up
In case you show up